Reflection

So basically I have come to the conclusion that my presence goes noticeably unnoticed. Bums ville. However this is not entirely true, people will make an effort granted they sincerely care. I'm definitely not cut out for heartache, and I can only handle so much frustration, so where's the profit in sidelining? I need clear mindedness. I need to keep faith, and until something as clear as day indicates for me to feel otherwise, then by all means this is where I remain. The process of character development through waiting upon the Lord is straight up difficult! But by and by I will prevail, His plans always entail success for our greatest well being. Enough with my silly ranting, and more rejoicing. If things work out according to my heart's desires, then so be it, if not then who am I kidding? This life can't be managed on our own initiatives. No way.

On a side note: bon fires are pretty fun, especially during the winter season. I'm just not too big a fan of smelling like a smokey camp site.