So I definitely don't blog enough, or I'm just too busy/unmotivated to blog sometimes. Working full time is really draining and I hate it. Physical exhaustion is rough, but mental exhaustion is something else, something unbearable at times. I'll just grit my teeth, thank the Lord for this job, and adjust to a 40 hour work week immediately. I'm getting used to it, slowly but surely. What really bums me out though is the jam packed weekends. Life sorta folds on itself. It's a balance I'm learning and juggling isn't exactly my forte. I'll have to reschedule with friends or collide plans with another and at the end of the day all I can say is "Now Brittany, you control your planner so don't overwhelm yourself!" I guess you could say that has been my consistent struggle over the years. I'm always one to remain out of the house (though solitude is afforded on occasion) and for whatever reason I can't say "no" to people or I have a hard time grasping proper time management, socially. Yesterday for example was absolutely ridiculous. While I would say it was mega pleasant/enjoyable, I endured the following:
Wake up, 6:30 AM
Work shift, 8 AM - 12 PM
Hang out sesh with friend number 1, 12:30 - 3 PM
Brief house clean up, 3:30 PM - 4 PM
Hang out sesh with friend number 2, 4:15 PM - 5:20 PM
Hang out sesh with friend numero tres, 5:45 PM - 7:30 PM
Hang out sesh with friend number FOUR!, 7:55 PM - 10:20 PM
Final bed time, 11:35 PM
Either I'm kinda a big deal and super popular, or I'm retarded and crazy all in the same moment. WHO DOES THIS?! I need some serious downsizing to do. If my weekends are my days of relaxation, then cramming too much social life into a schedule is not how to take a load off. Anyway, that being said...
G'night.
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