A girl like me shouldn't have issues with self-confidence, right? I mean you would think who I am should be enough motivation to say hello to some guy, right? Ha, well truth be told I'm the biggest chicken doing her chicken dance since KFC launched its business. I don't know why, but every time I see this particular crush of mine, it's like my brain malfunctions because its gears are frozen. Every time I walk past him my eyes want to keep staring eventually shifting focus so that I don't regretfully collide into an immovable object, or worse, another person. A lot of the time, I feel like Tula from My Big Fat Greek Wedding. But she and I have nothing in common! Except for one thing, I can't even freaking say hello to some gorgeous guy. But why should a girl like me lack confidence? I mean shouldn't the guy freeze in his tracks once a gorgeous girl comes his way? Perhaps, but with this day and age the pendulum of the guy-girl dynamic is slightly different and most guys aren't completely obvious half the time. In summary, I'm beautiful, funny, witty, intelligent, mature, and a whole sleuth of other qualities, so then why must I fall victim to my own insecurities!?
It's time I knock out these silly, impractical fears and just put myself out there! Both guys and girls alike appreciate confidence so there's no excuse for me to neglect it! I am determined to be the genuine woman that I am and hopefully my next blog post will be a success story!
*Please note, don't take me for someone who's ultra vain. Cause in reality I'm not. There's a fine line between vanity and self-confidence!
4 comments:
Go get it girl!
We all struggle with this, especially when it comes to crushes. haha. Because seriously, I've experienced every word you wrote.
I'm glad you empathize! It's encouraging to see :]
you are a sucess story already. i love your heart and the heart you have for Jesus! you are an amazing woman of God, pledge sister and i am excited that i am typing this on your blog while you sit right next to me in art history. never forget the people who love you for you. your self confidence is apparent and that is given to you from God, to be self confident in who we are, because only God can define who we are, not through organizations, or friendships/guys. it always leads back to him. and he's always there waiting for us with welcoming arms to hold us and love us. embrace it all. love you!
pledge sis! i love you so much! thanks for the precious words for they added a gem to my gem box! you are a sweet fragrance from above. <3
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