Silly Thoughts

I find it funny how people gain various forms of revelation/epiphanies. Tonight was one of those experiences. Watching a movie of all activities really got me thinking. Anyway, my little mind likes to project years from now, like 2+. I want so badly for things to fast forward.

I want to be a year older.
I want to finish off college and finally obtain my degree.
I want out of San Diego.
I want an established career designing galleries.

I want to fall in love, insert future husband.

I want a home to call my own.

I want the proverbial adventure.

This list could go on...

I want, desire, long for, and wish. Yet in spite of these things I must consider the here and the now. I'm hungry for some distant island while my current hardly suffices. However, every time such silly thoughts creep in I immediately refute them. Live presently. Get a grip. You still have your youth and possess all the time in the world.

I'm not against planning for tomorrow by any means, I've just realized the prospect for change.